Bulletproof

I'm ready to start spilling my heart out in words again. I'm ready to start getting it all out there on the table and be vulnerable again. I've been closed up for way too long and haven't been dealing with it in a healthy way. This is the fresh new start of my life, exposed to everyone or anyone who reads this, if there will be anyone. At least I am getting it out there. Some days I may post 8 times and sometimes there may be weeks in between my posts. Whenever I feel like getting it all out there though it will be on this blog.

I used to write all the time. I would write everything down, everything. I wouldn't say it helped me but at least I got the thoughts out of my brain and written down somewhere. I of course don't have much to say for this first post other then I hope whoever reads this can bear with me and get through this. It's not going to be a pretty blog and it's not going to be censored.

Welcome to my life everyone, I have nothing to hide.

Oh yes dear, I'm nothing without you, but I'm learning as I go. Some days I wait for you and others I have my middle finger in the air wishing you a good damn life. But most of the time I just miss my best friend and the great, amazing and caring guy I know you can still be.

I'll be seeing you,
Manda